Tonight we had a stake Relief Society dinner and presentation by Hilary Weeks. I was of course excited to go just for a little time with other women and to hear Hilary sing. But I did not expect that I would leave so uplifted. It was something that I desperately needed. (Thank you Chris for re-arranging your night so I could go!) Hilary spoke mostly on the power of our thoughts and how identifying our positive thoughts and increasing the number of positive thoughts we have on a daily basis can change us. Lately, I have felt burdened by the amount of seemingly meaningless tasks that I spend my day doing...dishes, cooking, cleaning, laundry, picking up toys.... I wish I could spend all day teaching and playing with my children and working on projects to beautify our home and our lives. But often, at the end of the day, I feel that I didn't accomplish much. Since chores seem to be an inevitable part of motherhood, I have been trying to find some kind of joy in those tasks I do for my family.
Anyway, tonight's message was renewing. It strengthened me. So, I thought that I would share the last song that she sang for us, "Who You Are". I thought she had written it for me. (This is a new song, so she doesn't have a video for it yet. The video below is just one I found on YouTube. You don't have to watch it, but definitely listen to it. Though some of the pictures I could relate to! I contemplated making my own slide show with pictures, but then I thought, "With what spare time?" Maybe I will in the future.)
“I know you wonder if you’ll ever have a day where the kids stay calm, the laundry’s done and the dishes are put away. And sometimes you feel like your days are spent and gone and the question running through your mind is, “What have I gotten done?”
And when you finally have a moment to slow down at the end of your day, I know that Father would say,
‘Believe in what you’re doing. Believe in who you are. And hold tight to the truth that you’re a daughter of God. Believe in who you’re becoming. Believe in who you are.’
It may seem simple all the little things you do, but the lives you touch matter so much. And there’s no one else like you. And Father needs you to stand tall and faithful. To be all you can be. Oh, if you could see what he sees, you’d believe in what you are doing. And you’d believe in who you are. So hold tight to the truth that you are a daughter of God. Believe in who you’re becoming, believe in who you are.
When it’s hard to believe in yourself and you feel that you are beginning to doubt, remember, He believes in what you’re doing. And He believes in who you are. So don’t lose sight of the truth that you’re a daughter of God. That He believes in who you’re becoming. He believes in who you are.”